Sunday, March 6, 2016

'Nourishment': Sermon from February 28, 2016

Scripture
Luke 13:1-9 Common English Bible Version

Why do you spend your money for that which is not bread, and your labor for that which does not satisfy?

This familiar question greeted me when I started to study the texts for today’s sermon, because I have used it over and over again in my work. 

Just a little about me:  I grew up not too far away in Crystal Lake and now live in Chicago.  I’m a candidate for ministry in the UCC and I know Pastor Alex because he served on the Candidacy committee as I journeyed through the process. 

But over the last few years, much of my career and expression of faith has occurred through my work at an agency with a looong name.  It is a partnership between Advocate Health Care and the University of Illinois at Chicago’s Community Engagement department, and it is called the Center for Faith and Community Health Transformationconveniently referred to as just  “The Center”. Reflecting on the scripture this morning, I can’t help but weave small details of our work at “the Center” into how this scripture speaks to me and through me. Health and faith are intimately entwined, and the work at the Center is based on the recognition of that fact.

In faith communities, our Christian faith calls us to serve the needs of the least among us and we do it well—visiting the sick, hosting Anonymous groups, offering meal programs, providing emergency care and comfort---all of these services on both an individual and a community basis.  We at The Center strive to build connections between faith communities and health programming; we develop leaders in congregations, and we offer resources and support for health initiatives. The Center exists because we recognize that congregations are already supporting healing and wholeness in their communities through basic social connection and support.  As individuals, much of our health status results from the environment in which we live, and faith communities can act as a healing balm and a first line of defense against the socio-economic determinants of health.  At the Center, we know that faith-rooted collaboration brings a unique spirit power to any effort, and has the potential to be transformative not only for individuals but for the larger community.

(Ok, now that I’ve gotten that commercial out of the way… it’s hard to describe the Center in brief…)

My work with the Center focuses on inspiring healthy eating and active living as related to disease prevention – to help people analyze how faith and religious tradition informs our eating habits. Because we are in an unprecedented time of people not thinking about eating.  For the first time in human history, we have unlimited access to compact, portable, highly processed and high-calorie food, and the concept of ‘eating on the run’, ‘refueling’, or ‘grabbing on the go’ has taken root in how we eat.

In contrast, sharing a meal has long been an important religious tradition.  From the Manna God sent from Heaven to sustain the Israelites, to the Last Supper, to slaughtering a fatted calf; sharing meals has been how we as a people have marked occasions, celebrated loves ones, and shown gratitude to God.  And we continue to echo these important traditions today – with Holy Communion in Christianity, Passover in Judaism, Rosh Hashannah in the Muslim faith – and of course, Thanksgiving.

We actually have a curriculum called “Just Eating” which is used in the training of congregations, and Prophet Isaiah’s words are used in an exercise called Lectio Divina.  In a Lectio Divina, a specific scripture is spoken aloud  – a sort of repetitive group reflection asking questions like, ‘how is God calling to you through this scripture?’ As you can imagine, this Isaiah text resonates deeply.

Why do you spend your money for that which is not bread, and your labor for that which does not satisfy? Come to the waters, even you without money; come, eat what is good, and delight yourselves in rich food.

How does this text speak to you?

Today we are in the 3rd Sunday in Lent.  The Christian season of Lent is often depicted as a time when we wrestle with temptation and discipline; we are challenged to give up something we love, and then struggle against the hold it has on us.  Some people relate this to the temptations of Christ during this time; others talk about it as a time to think about how attached we are to the material world over the spiritual world.  

In our Gospel, we hear Jesus encourage people to ‘repent’.  He tells us life is precarious, it is uncertain – we have no way to know when tragedy might befall us. Responding with urgency, Jesus encourages us to seize the moment to turn away from our bad habits, our bad qualities. Right?

 Actually, scholars have called this translation – repent – as an extraordinary mis-translation of the original Greek term, ‘Metanoia’.  Whereas ‘repent’ is often associated with guilt, shame, regret, or apology, Metanoia is closer to the word metamorphosis. Meta means change, and noia denotes thinking or mindset.  Metanoia is about personal and comprehensive transformation in the way we see ourselves and the world. 

Jesus is calling his followers to do a whole-scale transformation of their perceptions.  Stop looking for people to blame to avoid looking inward, he says.  It was not Divine retribution responsible for the violence against Galileans or the collapse of the tower of Siloam.  Life itself is precarious – but while you yet have life, itself a gift from God, transform yourselves so you can produce fruits of the spirit and be gifts to others.

I look at Lent as a time of invitation – and invitation to thirst.  Thirst and hunger for God.  Lent calls us to "seek the Lord" and to "call upon him.”  The invitation, though, is to do more than simply drink from the waters.  It is to participate in the work of God. The transformation that is requested is directed at more than simply our personal temptation or discipline.  God invites us to begin a transformation in our interior selves, but that change continues in our thoughts, words and deeds. This type of transformation has implications for all of God's world. Each effort towards metanoia has ripple effects on those around us.  In my work, taking a serious look at considering our bodies holy, and considering what we put in our body as sacred, often leads people to look at what food they are offering at their food pantry or community dinner.  It may transform the way we choose to feed each other, and the time we put into our meal preparation – whether that be for low-income strangers or our own grandkids.  Through this personal transformation, we are encouraged to nourish others on their journey.

So I want to invite you to do something a little unorthodox – to participate in my sermon.  In the Just Eating Curriculum, we ask what you consider a “holy meal.”  What makes a meal ‘holy’ or sacred to us?  Why?  What about that meal was nourishing?

Turn to your neighbor in the next two minutes an share when you felt you had a ‘holy meal’ and what it was that made it holy.

I don’t want to stand up here and pretend that it’s only food that matters. Are there distractions in our lives that get in the way of being nourished?  Are we consuming things that do not satisfy? 

Last week, I heard Pastor Alex introduce your new music director, and at coffee hour I heard him share some innovative ideas for how to do choir and make it fit into our busy lives.  I did a lot of music when I was young – I was actually in band with Brent in high school.  And my church had one of the best choirs in our town.  It was more rigorous than the choral program at school, and it kept me in church every Sunday during the school year– sometimes in both services!  Music was the constant for me for all of those formative years – singing every Wednesday and Sunday and attending band at school Everyday. 

Since leaving home, I haven’t had the opportunity to integrate music into my life with regularity.  I joined a Chicago band for a year, and a church until I moved away.  I missed it but didn’t think it mattered.  It wasn’t until I was far along in Seminary that I started to detect the connection for me between music and God. 

Have you ever been to an arid, hot part of the world where you see signs that say, "'Stop! Drink water. You are thirsty, whether you realize it or not.'"  Sometimes we don’t realize how thirsty we are.



I started to notice whenever I was in church or chapel at school, or especially when I’d visit home and attend church with my parents, that in the middle of a song for absolutely no reason at all – I’d often start to weep. It’s the oddest thing….and kind of embarrassing because it’s pretty hard to sing when you are crying!  I tried to figure what was causing this… but eventually I realized it was, simply, prayer.  For me, singing is the purest form of prayer.  It is the most beautiful way I can participate in praising and communing with God. I thirst for it in a way that I only recognize when I get close to church.  Its transformative; it brings me an internal type of joy that I cannot replicate in any other way, because it was so closely entangled with my religious experiences as a child. Obviously, I was thirsting for a spiritual connection without even realizing I was parched.


In your life, how are you fed? ... physically fed, but also emotionally, spiritually and mentally?  What are you thirsty for?  Where is your joy? What do you have in your life that brings you closer to God, or farther away?  There is something inherent in our faith that is transformative…it had better change you and change the world, and if it’s not changing you and not changing the world, then it’s not the gospel. During this time in Lent, God invites us to reflect on how we are nourishing ourselves and nourishing the world.  Rather than fill your time with that which keeps you busy or occupied but unfulfilled, why not reflect on how to delight on that which is good, and that which adds goodness to the world?

Tuesday, February 9, 2016

'Yes, And...': Sermon from January 31, 2016

Scripture: 

I have a confession to make: I am not funny.  Or rather, I guess a better way of saying it is, I am not an entertainer.  There is only one person in my life that I know I can make laugh; with the right circumstance and enough time to just enjoy each other, I can sometimes, God-willing, reduce my mother to a fit of giggles. (But she might be biased).  I think people might describe me as serious, thoughtful, at times passionate, perhaps a worrywart.  Comedic is not typically one of my descriptors.

I also have an anxious fear of – lets call it, ‘dead air.’  Dead air is that gamble that I might be caught on stage, without a purpose, or a script, but in the spotlight.  It’s not a fear of public speaking - I can stand in front of a room of strangers any day and talk about an issue I’m passionate about.  Or preach on it.  But then I like to get off the stage as quickly as possible.  (Those of you who have been here when I’ve preached in the past know this by how quickly we get through worship!)  It’s more a fear of ‘vamping’ or having to make it up as I go along.  I pity the party that asks me to M.C.

It was with this in mind that I signed up for a Beginners class in Improv - Improvisational Comedy.  For years I had heard about Improv.  A former boss had been really into it, and the more I asked around, the more people attested to its power.  At first, when people would encourage me to try it, I thought to myself – kind of like Jeremiah in today’s reading -  ‘no way, no how’.  But there are Improv workshops offered for corporate CEOs and inter-office team-building; there are some classes specifically aimed at people who have no intention of ever performing.  So there seemed to be something to it besides entertaining.

Improvisational Comedy is about constructing a scene out of nothing.  And Improv has rules.  And in each class, each rule was resonating with me, speaking – no, preaching to me, if you will.

Rule 1 is called the “Yes, And This is the cardinal rule of Improv - to say ‘yes’ to the scene, and then to build on it. It means accepting the premise of what is handed to you, whenever it’s handed to you – and then moving the scene forward.  ‘Yes, And’ requires your active agreement to the situation.  For instance, if I approached you and said, "How are you today, Doctor?", how would you answer?  If you answered, "Good, and you?", you have 'Yes, And'-ed me.  You have accepted the premise of the question and moved the scene forward.  

On the other hand, in our Old Testament scripture today, Jeremiah shows the opposite of ‘Yes, And.’  “I have known you and dedicated you, and now I appoint you the prophet to the nations.”  Immediately, Jeremiah protests:  ‘It can’t be me, God, for I am only a boy and do not know how to speak.’  There are other stories of prophets running from their task in the Bible – Jonah comes to mind, who ran to the belly of a whale to avoid God’s calling.  Luckily, our scriptures tell us that God doesn’t take no for an answer. 

The idea of ‘Call’ has been prevalent in my mind lately, since I am on the verge of my Ecclesiastical Council – where I may be asked to explain my call to ministry.  I have been pondering what it means for me to say ‘Yes, And’ to God.  What is God calling me to be, and what is God calling you to be, and how are you building on it? But I have also been contemplating where else we are invited to accept the premise and build on it.  If the ‘yes’ part of the scenario indicates our personal agreement – are we selective in what we agree to? 

If your friend suggested planning a trip to Cambodia, would you entertain the idea?  What if your partner suggested you purge all belongings and move into one of those ‘Tiny Houses’? Or, when people give you a compliment – do you agree to it?  There’s a scene in Pretty Woman when Julia Roberts is explaining her course of life to Richard Gere’s character.  He tells her that she has so much potential, and she cringes and says, “The bad stuff is easier to believe.” Internal and external criticism is often easer to believe in, than to build on our gifts.  But what would happen if you accepted the premise and said “Yes, and” to every compliment you received?  How could you build on them?  In our passage, God reminds Jeremiah that he has been known, and shaped, by the Divine long before being born.  He shall not be afraid because God will put the words in his mouth, and will deliver him from enemies.  For God has known and shaped each one of us, and made each of us sacred.  That’s the premise we must accept to build on. 

Rule 2 is Don’t Deny.  This is critical to the cardinal rules of  ‘Yes, And,’ because if you deny the premise of the situation, you stop the energy coming towards you.  It kills the scene and shuts out unknown opportunities in life.  In the synagogue that day, when Jesus read the scrolls, those assembled were on the verge of believing.  All spoke well of him and were amazed at his gracious words.  But they couldn’t understand how their neighbor Joseph’s Son had so much authority, and they demanded proof. They denied the power of what they were feeling, stopped the energy coming toward them, and eventually chased him from the synagogue. Reverend Barbara Brown Taylor says that sometimes denial can be like anesthesia; a course chosen to avoid pain or danger, but resulting in numbness.  Her biggest faith statement is,

Rule Three is about partnership.  Your partner is the most important person to you.  Scenes in Improv are built on the so-called ‘gifts’ you give each other in your dialogue.  The scene only works if you trust each other and work together, and you NEVER abandon your partner on-stage.  It’s your job to Giv.  Give clues, give details, give golden nuggets of circumstance that your partner can respond to.  It’s also your job to receive, and to respond, and to pivot.  You may jump on stage with an idea in your head, but be handed something totally different when your partner opens the scene.  It’s your job to take what is given to you and run with it.  As Barbara Brown Taylor says; I you trust what comes to you is meant for your – it’s not against you – you can take it and run with it. It’s in these partnering exercises that you really get the feel of improv, you start to sense the rhythm.

In one of my first exercises, I was paired with a very creative partner who could have his own stand-up routine alone – but was kind of leaving me in the dust. (Remember – I am not funny).  The instructor stopped the scene with advice to slow down.  Create space for a relationship. Take the time to receive what’s being given you.  Allow yourself to dwell in the situation together and build some trust.

That’s pretty good advice:  Slow Down. Create space for a relationship. Take the time to receive what’s being given to you.  Allow yourself to dwell in the situation together and build some trust. These are all human reactions to the uncertainty of the scene – my partner’s need to entertain, my desire to pretend to be invisible.  But he asked, why are we so afraid to live into the uncertainty?  We followed his instructions and suddenly we were working together and painting a vibrant picture of our imaginary lives.  And I figured out what Improv is probably supposed to feel like - I even made the punch line!
Antoine McKay's newest Improv Troupe

Improv has been coaching me on the courage to live in uncertainty.  Improv has been teaching me about Jeremiah’s truth: that like him, we are known and shaped and dedicated by God.  We may think we cannot speak – or act – or be funny – but if we allow ourselves to trust in God, our God-given shape and consecration starts to show through. 

Our partner in this life is God. We need to slow down and create space for a relationship.  I know it’s difficult, but it’s important to take the time to receive what’s been given to us, and to be grateful.  But, most difficult of all may be allowing ourselves to dwell in the uncertainty and rely on that trust.  See where you can say, ‘Yes, And…’ to God.