Tuesday, September 26, 2017

God Needles Us; Sermon, September 24, 2017


Sermon; God Needles Us

How many of you know the story of Jonah and the whale?  I was in a Cantata about this story when I was little, but all I remember is about a guy surviving after being swallowed by a whale, and the word ‘Ninevah’.

Our gospel passage today is, again, just a small sliver of the book of Jonah.  Whereas usually would-be prophets protest – Jeremiah thinks himself too young, Moses thinks himself too weak – Jonah doesn’t even stick around long enough to hear what he’s supposed to say to the Ninevites before he takes off running! And it isn’t until this chapter, at the end of the story, that we get to find out why Jonah ran. 

Finally, he confesses; I knew this is what you would do, Lord.  I knew that you are gracious and compassionate, slow to anger and abounding in love, a god who relents in sending punishment.  I didn’t want to go because I knew you would forgive the Ninevites. 

Huh.  What an ironic twist. Jonah is having a 100% success rate. Unheard of for a prophet!  He is supposed to spend three days in the village, but people begin to repent before the end of day one! He doesn’t even have to confront the king directly because the word spreads so quickly, and the king hears he immediately sets out a decree of fasting and repentance for the entire city.  ALL of Ninevah wears sackcloth and fasts to repent. 

So what’s the problem? 

Jonah knows the history of this place. He knows that Ninevah is the capital of the Assyrian Empire, the empire responsible for completely erasing the Northern kingdom of Israel. He has heard countless stories of cruelty and brutality that happened in Ninevah.  To be here, to ask them to repent – and have them do it much quicker than Israel ever does – is an insult to what is fair to the Jewish people.  Jonah wants justice for his people, not forgiveness.  He wants justice so much, he pouts!

I have to tell you, when I read this story I couldn’t help but think of my niece Julia.  Julia is the clever, precocious, beautiful youngest daughter of my sister in Boston.  And, apparently being the youngest in the household, she is on the lookout for opportunities to file claims of unequal treatment between her siblings.  According to my sister and brother in law, her favorite refrain lately is “That is not fair!”  She has been given the nickname: Captain Injustice.

Today’s bible verses offend our sense of justice.  In Jesus’ parable, the parable of the landowner, offends our sense of fairness. And why shouldn’t it?  Fairness is a concept we learn early – definitely by the age of 5 - and employed often to help us learn to share, and to in discipline, and in building a work ethic.  Capitalism teaches us that we should be fairly rewarded for what we earned and it’s nearly impossible to detangle those ideas in our modern world.

When we read this, we almost always read it with the landowner as the place of God.  It’s a way of talking about God’s unending grace and forgiveness.  It’s a beautiful way to talk about the journey, the spiritual journey we are all on – that wherever you are in your life when you recognize that you want Jesus to be a part of it, you will still get an equal portion of grace.  And, since Matthew’s community was very mixed - some of the Christians in the Mathean community had known Jesus, some were Jews, some were slaves and newly-converted Gentiles, it is likely there were feelings of envy and “I was here first.”

But why do we always leap to that interpretation?  Why do we have such a tendency to equate God with wealth and power?  Especially when we know that Jesus was almost certainly speaking from experience as a laborer. 

A few years ago, the author Reza Aslan spoke at my Seminary about his book, Zealot: The Life and Times of Jesus of Nazareth.  Aslan wrote this book from a historical perspective – verifying what could be verified about Jesus without using scripture (that he lived, when he lived, and that he was crucified next to bandits by the Roman Empire), and then filling in the historical context like the background on a painting.  From him I learned about the enormous wealth inequality that existed in Jesus’ time.  Rome was a massive and hugely successful empire with everything from Roman Senators to a subsistent peasant class to slaves.  Jesus is often referred to as a ‘carpenter’ – and in our modern world, we envision a competent, middle class tradesman who does woodworking and building.  But the Greek word in the bible was ‘Tecton’, which was merely one step away from a slave.  A Tecton was someone who traveled village to village looking for day labor.  A tecton more closely resembles the men in this parable, or the immigrant men who I used to see standing on the street corner near Home Depot, waiting for a truck to pull up and hire them for the day.

Because of this massive wealth inequality and the suffering it produced, apocalyptic religion, and political insurrection were commonplace during this time, and as we’ve discussed, revolts were commonly overpowered by Rome’s military force.  Historical records show that the city Suferus, not far from Nazareth where Jesus lived, was a site of rebellion and put down, quite brutally, by the Romans when Jesus was about 5 years old.  The city was burnt to the ground, and Jesus likely watched the flames from the high elevation of Nazareth only a few miles away.  Ten years later, when Jesus was probably around 15 and finishing his apprenticeship, Herod Antipas, the appointed ruler over the Galilee region who eventually beheaded John the Baptist, set about building a gleaming city upon the ruins of Suferus.  It was the greatest building project in the history of the region, and it was extremely likely that Jesus was one of the mass of day laborers that flocked to that city looking for work.  Nazareth was a village made up of mud huts and no roads we can assume that every day Jesus walked the hour journey to Suferus, a gleaming city of mansion after mansion, to get a days’ wage. 

A days’ wage – the denarius – was barely enough to feed a family for that day.  It was a subsistence wage.  It was the kind of cycle that ensured you only ate each day if you worked each day.  That’s why we can see, in our Matthew scripture today, why these day laborers were still waiting around at 3 pm and 5 pm – still hoping to make a days’ wage to feed their family. 

And, while the unbidden generosity of the landowner becomes clear as he returns again and again to fold workers into his fields, and then pays each equal – what also becomes clear is the wide gulf between the landowner and the workers.  Truly, he is so wealthy that he has the freedom to do what he will with what is his – he doesn’t even have to make smart business decisions with his money.  His generosity is a merciful act of life-saving grace, but his actions leave questions and feelings of resentment.  If you are going to up the hourly wage, then shouldn’t it be increased for everyone?  Didn’t the early workers earn a greater share?  If you’ve put in the time and have seniority, shouldn’t you be paid more? Don’t people deserve to be valued for the effort they put in? If you moved heaven and earth to get out of your house and be on that corner at 6 am sharp, why should the guy showing up at 2 pm get an equal portion?  Shouldn’t the landowner show some loyalty to those workers who were there first, especially those who were rightful citizens of their country?  And not insignificantly – Why did the landowner specify that the people get paid with the last going first, if not to arouse the irritation and division among the workers?  (These all sound like good questions for our new Fair Wage Discussion Group.)

And in the meantime, Captain Injustice shouts her battle cry again: It’s Not Fair! 

With each of these stories, we are reminded that God’s love, grace and forgiveness go above and beyond our own human tendencies.  We long for a sense of order, and fairness that we can rely on and plan around.  But in each of our bible stories this morning, we are again confronted with the truth that God doesn’t operate by our rules.  God does not sign on to our human ideas and systems of fairness.  God’s grace doesn’t exist in a scarcity system, or in Capitalism – as much as we would like to believe it so. God is trying to tell us something about how to create the kingdom of Heaven.  But he needles us a little bit, too.

So back to Jonah.  Jonah, after proclaiming to Ninevah, then acts like a true toddler and goes off to pout.  Captain Injustice himself, he walks through the gates, leaves the city, goes to sit on a hill and be angry.  Rather than stay and watch his words work, rather than stay and invest in the people of Ninevah, rather than be concerned for their continued redemption, he walks off and pouts and asks God to take his life.

And God needles him. 

“Is it right for you to be angry about this?”  “Yes, right enough to die.” Is his reply.

God places a bush to shade Jonah while he pouts; but then sends worms to kill the bush and leaves Jonah to bake in the hot sun.  And he needles him;  “Is it right for you to be angry about this?” 

Yes, Jonah insists.  Right enough to die.

God asks, “what have you done to make any of this possible?  Did you plant the bush?  Did you till the field?  Did you create Ninevah? What ownership do you have for your anger at your injustice?

With ownership, the landowner can be as generous as he likes.  With ownership, Jonah would be invested in his result in Ninevah.

Friends, on this New Member Sunday, which is also a Sunday where we may vote to embark on a new, streamlined board structure, I challenge you to think about ownership.  Our church body may be on the small side, but we are mighty, and each new addition to our church family adds new talents and connections and potential leadership.  We have power beyond measure, and grace beyond human expectation.  Our coming changes may no doubt require patience, and good communication, and repeated generosity of spirit.  But with insight and invitation, we may leverage those talents, connections and leadership to create grace beyond our expectations.  There may be slip-ups or fumbles, but like the landowner returning for more workers, we can and I believe we will choose to show favor to willing hands no matter if they’ve been here since the beginning, or are new to the field.

And, like the landowner; we will need your efforts.  The volunteer structure means we may be calling, and calling, and calling again on you to help execute tasks of the church.  But this is a risk worth taking.

A good preacher should be a good storyteller, always ready with a story in their back pocket to help illustrate a sermon.  Since I, myself, am not, I am thankful to have a good memory to tell other people’s good stories. At Synod this year, the Reverend Traci Blackmon shared a phenomenal sermon that begun with a story of a wheelbarrow. 

The story was of Charles Blondin, a famous French tightrope walker. Blondin achieved his greatest fame on September 14, 1860, when he became the first person to cross a tightrope stretched 11,000 feet (over a quarter of a mile) across the mighty Niagara Falls. People from both Canada and America came from miles away to see this great feat. 
He walked across, 160 feet above the falls, several times... each time with a different daring feat - once in a sack, on stilts, on a bicycle, in the dark, and blindfolded. One time he even carried a stove and cooked an omelet in the middle of the rope.  A large crowd gathered and the buzz of excitement ran along both sides of the river bank. The crowd “Oohed and Aahed!” as Blondin carefully walked across - one dangerous step after another - pushing a wheelbarrow holding a sack of potatoes.
The crowd was so dazzled by him that, upon reaching the other side, the crowd's applause was louder than the roar of the falls!  After the last run of pushing a wheelbarrow filled with potatoes across the gorge, Blondin suddenly stopped and addressed his audience.  “Do you believe I can cross this tightrope many, many times without falling?”
“Yes!” roared back the crowd.
“Do you believe I can carry just about anything across these raging falls?”  Yes! Came the reply.
Then, as if the thought just occurred to him: "Do you believe I can carry a person across in this wheelbarrow?"  Again, the crowd enthusiastically yelled back, "Yes! You are the greatest tightrope walker in the world!"
"Okay," then said Blondin, energized, "Who will volunteer?  Who will get into the wheelbarrow and walk across the falls with me?"  <crickets>
Friends, we need to get in the wheelbarrow because we are in a world filled with injustice.  We are going to have to get in the wheelbarrow and take the risks that go along with speaking out.  We need to get in the wheelbarrow because – on New Member Sunday – this congregation will not keep track of who was here first and who got here in the 11th hour – but we will accept your laboring.  We need to get in the wheelbarrow because, on this day of voting on reorganization, in whatever form our church takes we are going to need not to run away, but bring our vision and our energy to fill it up.   


Our wheelbarrow is waiting.  And – let’s face it – the belly of a wheelbarrow is better any day than the belly of a whale.

Binding and Loosing; Sermon September 10, 2017

Ezekiel 33:7-11
Romans 13:8-14
Matthew 18:15-20

Sermon; Binding and Loosing

A few weeks ago, we were talking about finances of the church in a Diaconate meeting.  The church is facing a shortfall this year, and we were discussing our different options to making up the shortfall.  I may have inquired about using the Sharon Field Fund – the portion of our Hargleroad endowment that is dedicated to go to charity and emergency aid in our community.  That thought was met with some stiff opposition and some good storytelling.  Tanya shared her vivid memory of Sharon Field on the day our congregation learned about the Hargleroad fund.  How our congregation, then too in the midst of a financial shortfall, had been given a gift – and we are required to give back.  She talked about radical generosity, the type of generosity where you give without being concerned about the amount, or whether you’ll have enough in the future.  The kind of generosity that is a kind of ‘paying it forward’ as an act of our faith; the kind of generosity that seems insane but is a reflection of putting all our trust and gratitude in God.  Sharon argued that the same God who showed up for us unexpectedly in the form of the surprise endowment must now show of for others unexpectedly.  Although many people in the congregation doubted this idea, I heard that she was very persistent. 

Today in our First reading from the Old Testament, God tells the Prophet Ezekiel that he will make him a sentinel for the house of Israel.  A sentinel is a soldier or a guard whose job is to stand and keep watch.  Ezekiel is charged with keeping watch over the morals of Israel; to be a truth-teller and sound the alarm when the community is going in the wrong direction.  To be a motivator, a coach, a encourager to turn away from wickedness and back to the surprising graciousness of God. 

Our sentinels are sometimes our teachers, showing us a way that we did not expect, like Tanya keeping watch on the Sharon Field Fund.  Our teachers, like our Sunday School teachers this morning, are sometimes our sentinels, laying wide our Christian story and drawing the landscape of faith. We may see a lot of unexpected Sentinels in our every day lives, like Sharon herself, who taught our congregation in her day the meaning of the radical generosity of the gospel, and kept watch on how to exist in the world as an extension of the body of Christ.  These people are surely sentinels in our midst. 

In our Old Testament reading this morning, Ezekiel is talking with God on the brink of the elite of Judah being allowed back into Jerusalem after years of the Babylonian exile.  This book marks a change from admonishing them about the failures they had to get to exile, and instead inviting them back into relationship with God as they are restored as one people in their holy city.  It’s interesting that it’s immediately paired with our gospel reading, which dwells on binding and loosing. 

The last time we heard these words, Jesus was standing with his disciples in the city of Ceasari Philippi; at the far reaches of the Jewish world, but the epi-center of the Pagan God Pan.  In this city that has been built in all grandeur as a tribute to Ceasar and named in honor of Herod’s Son, they are standing at the base of a 40 foot cliff which had been excavated with dozens of grottos hosting stone replicas of their Gods. 

Here, staring at this intimidating sight, is when Jesus asks, ‘who is it you say that I am’ and Peter responds with, ‘the Messiah, Son of the Living God.’  Jesus rewards this proclamation by promising Peter – and presumedly the other disciples – the keys to a different kingdom, not that which they are staring at but one that is beyond imagining but lives between people.  Having the keys means Peter and the others will have the ability to open the door to others.  And he says, ‘whatever you bind – or fasten - will be bound in heaven, and loose with be loosed in heaven.’

What does binding and loosing really mean? Scholars suggest that it has to do with teaching the way of Jesus, the way of Truth.  What is taught by these disciples will be followed and remembered for centuries.

But how do we bind or loose on earth? Sometimes, it is with great results.  Sometimes we bind ourselves to the generosity that helps us live out the Gospel, like with the Sharon Field Fund.  Sometimes, we bind ourselves to our biases, with not so great results.

Last week, I received a request to join a Friday prayer vigil on behalf of PFLAG prior to the PRIDE march and festival that took place yesterday.  PFLAG, if you aren’t familiar, stands for Parents and Friends of Lesbians and Gays. The email asked for clergy to show up and join in prayer concerning the violence against the LBGT community, and the great number of suicides by LGBT persons.  The year 2016 achieved a grisly record of having the highest murders of LGBT persons – even without the nightclub shooting.  And we are on par to break that record in 2017.

But a greater threat is suicide.  According to the Trevor Project, a national organization that provides crisis intervention to LGBT youth, The rate of suicide attempts is 4 times greater for LGB youth and 2 times greater for questioning youth than that of straight youth.  In a national study, 40% of transgender adults reported having made a suicide attempt. 92% of these individuals reported having attempted suicide before the age of 25.  Recently in Nebraska, a transgender middle-schooler in Scottsbluff committed suicide, and a 21 year old bisexual woman from North Platte attempted suicide.  She survived, but was paralyzed on one side of her body.  

At Friday’s vigil, I was struck that several of the LGBT persons who took the podium referred to themselves as a ‘suicide survivor’.  Some didn’t offer details, others did.

There was a young woman who shared how she learned to love God long before she learned which gender she loved.  She grew up in a very conservative tradition and she knew that her gayness made her an ‘abomination’ in her church’s doctrine.  She had dreams of serving the Lord, and so as this realization became painful for her, she enrolled in Seminary and decided that celibacy might be the answer.  She went into ministry for a short time, but as it became clear that she was leading a double life she found it difficult and left her position.  It was after that she attempted suicide.

Another person shared told a similar story about growing up Catholic and having the backing of a childhood priest to enter Seminary, until she recognized that she is transgender.  Now she can’t get a return call from her priest, even for a private meeting. 

There was also a pastor that confessed to having a childhood friend, a friend of the highest regard, who protected him from bullies and other harsh realities of school.  But when that friend came out as gay, this Pastor cut off connection with him, like many others in his life, for the next 13 years, only to reconcile and ask for forgiveness recently. 

Rather than bullying, or family rejection, the common thread in all these situations is the church – little ‘c’, the universal church.  These people were told that there is no way that God can love them. People who loved church and loved serving the Lord, stripped of that love and told who they are is unacceptable in God’s sight.  The church has the power to harm or to heal, and we have done our share of harm.  When the church is causing this much harm – when theological righteousness is causing death or attempts at death, maybe it’s time for us to look again, think again about what we are binding and loosing on earth.

In some ways, I wonder if Jesus was warning us.  After all, it is our human tendency to gather in twos and threes and figure out who is in and who is out.  We do it as kids, we do it as adults, and we do it as the church.  This Gospel chapter begins with the disciples asking that childish question, ‘who is the greatest in the kingdom’?  Jesus answers with a series of parables about the weak, the innocent, the vulnerable, the lost. The greatest in the kingdom, Jesus says, will be as vulnerable and powerless as a child.  The greatest in the kingdom will be humble or devoted enough to leave 99 sheep on a hillside in order to retrieve one tiny sheep that has lost its way.  Jesus’ focus is on regaining the flock, not persecuting or judging the flock.

And then, in this chapter in Matthew, the very next verse is about forgiveness.  Jesus is asked, how many times must I forgive my brother in faith?  Is seven times enough?  Jesus says – 77 times.  I am thankful this verse comes within the context of a strong ethic of forgiveness.  In the years to come, we may find that the church universal will be asking forgiveness from the LGBT community for all the harm we’ve done.

In the meantime, we can be sentinels for the body of Christ. In the words of the Apostle Paul: love, love of neighbor, unconditional love fulfills the law, and fulfills the commandments. But for LGBT people who have been harmed by the church, there can be many scars to be overcome in this process.  In his book, Does Jesus Really Love Me?, Jeff Chu – a gay journalist and Seminarian, writes about what it takes to break through;

 “You give them constant doses of the truth, the truth that is based in love that is unconditional,” he says. “You love them until they can hear that they are lovable. You love them until they know nobody else can define who they are. You love them until they can process their pain without reliving their pain.”

We can be sentinels in the midst of this world.  We can keep watch for words of pain and words of trauma, for people who feel unlovable and people who have been told they are unloveable.  We can extend God’s hand to them, through our hand, and show that we are open to hearing about their lives and their loves, their pain and their scars.  We can hold their hearts, and their hurts, within our own and interrupt the statistics on suicide.


We can gather, as two or three, and with Jesus in our midst, offer love.  Amen.